As the light flashes deep into our very eyes
I look back to a time my life was covered in lies
And I'll admit, being evil wasn't part of the plan
And I was foolish just to stay attached and you had a hand
See I was never good at being true to say what I mean
But you don't know what I've been through
And all the things that I've seen
If I could take it back, well I don't even know if I would
I never said the things I meant but now I know that I should
Childish tantrums that I took out on you
I never felt betrayed like this before
Did I push you away? My insecurities true
Just a taste of what my life had in store
It made sense just to lash it out on you
What you stole from my life just felt too cruel
But maybe I deserve the pain you put me through
My nine lives and how little I grew
So I'm sorry, I treated you real rough
I thought that I was tough
I took for granted the days
I never thought my immaturity would part our ways
So I'm sorry, I acted like a jerk
I thought that this would work
I never thought about how this could end
'Cause I was running from the truth that I can't hide
Did you think you'd ever get to see my face again?
The satisfaction of just tearing me to bits again?
Bet you don't feel the same, or is this just a game?
Your new friends are by your side, abandon me again
This one-sided relationship feels stale
What I wanted to give was doomed to fail
But maybe I deserve the pain I put me through
My nine lives and how little I grew
So I'm sorry, I treated you real rough
I thought that I was tough
I took for granted the days
I never thought my immaturity would part our ways
So I'm sorry, I acted like a jerk
I thought that this would work
I never thought about how this could end
'Cause I was running from the truth that I can't hide
Sorry for the wounds I caused, I'm sorry for the trauma
Sorry for the way I was addicted to the drama
Sorry for the tears you shed, I'm sorry for the lies
Sorry for the actions that cannot be justified
Sorry for the wounds I caused, I'm sorry for the trauma
Sorry for the way I was addicted to the drama
Sorry for the tears you shed, I'm sorry for the lies
Sorry for the actions that cannot be justified
So here we are, you see, at last now your attention is mine
I can't let stage fright get to me when it's the end of the line
I've gotta choose my words carefully
To own up to the years I've wasted
Every single breath I took pushed you away, I have to face it
I'm at the breaking point, Adora, I don't wanna die alone
There's too much bad that I have done
To let my life be set in stone
This indecision just to speak my mind has torn me up in half
'Cause don't you get it? I love you, I always have
So I'm sorry, I treated you real rough
I thought that I was tough
I took for granted the days
I never thought my immaturity would part our ways
So I'm sorry, I acted like a jerk
I thought that this would work
I never thought about how this could end
'Cause I was running from the truth that I can't hide
Sorry for the wounds I caused, I'm sorry for the trauma
Sorry for the way I was addicted to the drama
Sorry for the tears you shed, I'm sorry for the lies
Sorry for the actions that cannot be justified
('Cause I was running from the truth that I can't)
Sorry for the wounds I caused (Hide) I'm sorry for the trauma
Sorry for the way I was addicted to the drama
Sorry for the tears you shed, I'm sorry for the lies
Sorry for the actions that cannot be justified
Sorry for the wounds I caused, I'm sorry for the trauma
Sorry for the way I was addicted to the drama