Fake motherfuckers always acting like they know
Acting like they know my name
Bitch I'Äôm not a show
Don'Äôt be acting like you knew me from the very start
Right before she had broke my heart
No one knew I was alone
So alone from the start
Bitch
I was alone right from the start
No one was with me
I could barely count me
As a human being
Oh god Bless his heart
One day she snapped from her chains said
Baby I'Äôm sane
Then went to the doctor
Turns out she'Äôs insane
Yeah bitch was afraid
You came for my brain
Manipulate shame
Gas light to the brain
She drove me insane
Oh Why did I stay
Oh why did I wait
Just please give me space
Dear god give me grace
I know we don'Äôt speak just help me
Oh wait
I prayed to god what a joke I be feeling numb
I don't wanna hear lies im sorry im so fucking done
With all of this shit you made yeah it got me feeling with a
Shot through the brain to eliminate this pain you won
Aye
Sold that shit
The devil has my soul and he savors it
It won'Äôt last forever he promised me this
He smiled as he'Äôs holding all of my sins
Yeah you lie
Damn you made me wanna die
Never had the guts to say what'Äôs inside of your mind
Who the fuck would threaten someone with their own fucking life
Doesn'Äôt matter if their hurting flooding tears within their eyes
Only thing remaining blurred is a vision so denied
Yeah that shit would scare me too but only difference is that I
Would have saw myself as human not a thing that wants to die
Now im starved
I'm deprived
So depressed
Dont matter why
It's a constant state of mind
I can't help it but im fine
This shits lonely
Yeah so be
It cuz I wont quit
This shit
I'm constantly in pain
But I know it
Will end one day
And so will I yeah