I was tryna write another song but
I couldn't find the fucking words that could bring it alive
But this will suffice
Alone through the days and nights
I got no friends
And if it offends you you're the problem get the fuck over it
I'm so over this I can't hold it in no more no
Can you remember when I came home that night around three am
Called you twice I had a broken heart
She left me for someone who faked as my friend and
I couldn't lie
If he died I'd probably smile and same with her
It's what she deserves
I fucking hate whoever lives on this earth
I'm sorry
Momma would you tell me you could make it right
I been through enough nobody treat me right
Something in my mind said this is make believe
So I can't wait to see when the day it all ends
If theirs a God and if he'll forgive my wrongs at all
And I apologize if this hurt too much I'm sorry
Momma it's your little son Austyn
When I wrote this I was crying from exhaustion
You were the only one who was ever there for me
When I could barely be at all
I really fucking hate the way it all is
I keep on asking why the fuck she hurt me often
You don't know how to respond
You're as confused as me don't think she loved me at all
When I got your text asking where I was worried I was dead
I was driving around I didn't wanna talk
I wondered if I'd die just from the fall from all the way up here
I guess I'll pack my things
And leave this place since I don't mean a thing to the one I thought
I thought she loved my flaws left these past two months I'm sorry
Momma would you tell me you could make it right
I been through enough nobody treat me right
Something in my mind said this is make believe
So I can't wait to see when the day it all ends
If theirs a God and if he'll forgive my wrongs at all
And I apologize if this hurt too much I'm sorry
Momma would you tell me you could make it right
I been through enough nobody treat me right
Something in my mind said this is make believe
So I can't wait to see when the day it all ends
If theirs a God and if he'll forgive my wrongs at all
And I apologize if this hurt too much I'm sorry