Fallin' with my eyes closed Tell me where'd my life go? How the fuck should I know? Should've seen the smoke screen In the silence, feel it all around me Ice cold, walking on a tightrope Couldn't watch the time go Never could accept it Cure my blindness Look at my perspective 3 A.M. on the floor Watch it all fade away Not myself anymore Why's it all have to change? I can't correct it I'm still affected Is everything I do in vain? I was only 14 when I took some action 19, saw my first grand from the traction 21, got me crossed up from the fractions Hit me all at once Thinkin' what the fuck just happened? You blink twice, and it all falls through Your friends lie, like they always do The world is shifted, I'd make the difference But I'm- Fallin' with my eyes closed Tell me where'd my life go? How the fuck should I know? Should've seen the smoke screen In the silence, feel it all around me Ice cold, walking on a tightrope Couldn't watch the time go Never could accept it Cure my blindness Look at my perspective When you wake up, it's too late You've become exactly what you hate You can't turn back now It's in the past now You're the only one to blame And when they start to test you You can bet that they'll just move on and forget you Come and go and suddenly they say they never met you Can't give time to anyone who wants to be the next you But that's just how it goes (But that's just how it goes) You never knew me and it shows (You never knew me and it shows) Fallin' with my eyes closed Tell me where'd my life go? How the fuck should I know? Should've seen the smoke screen In the silence, feel it all around me Ice cold, walking on a tightrope Couldn't watch the time go Never could accept it Cure my blindness Look at my perspective