All for nothing if I cause my own demise My own demise Lately, I don't even feel like trying (trying) My thoughts won't listen to my eyes (to my eyes) Some things come with a silver lining (lining) All for nothing if I cause my own demise (my own demise) Three screens tell me who I am White walls dark at 2 am Can't breathe, growing cold again- And if I fall I'll crawl 'till I break my hands Run away, never look back, yeah I couldn't handle the fact that I'm Nowhere near where I'm supposed to be So many years in the making Thought it was mine for the taking I can't compare with anything I see There's so much that I'll never know Overwhelmed, I guess I'll go for broke From heartbreaks to breakthroughs I break down, no issue I'm sorry it fell through Wish I didn't have to go Lately, I don't even feel like trying (trying) My thoughts won't listen to my eyes (to my eyes) Some things come with a silver lining (lining) All for nothing if I cause my own demise (my own demise)