Everything is falling apart, I can't believe this
It feels like my head and my heart have disagreements
Should've known it right from the start that I was dreaming
I could never hear the alarms and now I'm bleeding
Watched in horror
Turned my passion into torture
Feel the ashes getting warmer
I said to myself I'd chase this feeling
Now nobody else can stop my bleeding
It's hard to let go, turn back time, but
I'm losing myself between blurred lines
My head's in the clouds, I can't stop dreaming
I'm losing myself
I get these feelings over again and over again
I'm sick of tryna playing prеtend, I'm not getting bettеr
Choices always play with my head, can't handle the pressure
I'll just be a victim instead 'cause none of it matters
What's the secret?
In a strange place counting all the weekends
Can you blame me? Really thought I made it
Feel the same way every time I'm bleeding, right now
Everything is falling apart, I can't believe this
It feels like my head and my heart have disagreements
Should've known it right from the start that I was dreaming
I could never hear the alarms and now I'm bleeding
Watched in horror
Turned my passion into torture
Feel the ashes getting warmer
I said to myself, I'd chase this feeling
Now nobody else can stop my bleeding
Sound the alarms
Thought I played it the safest, but I took it too far
All the days that I wasted, it's not in me to stop
I could never escape this (I could never escape this)
It's a jump from who I am to who I wanna be
I go on 'cause I could never stand a soul who doubted me
It's out of my control 'cause I keep feeding off the energy
Just waiting for the moment when it ceases, that's end of me
But I've been way too stressed, I can't rest in peace
Knowing my next step might be the last for me
So I take my time while the stakes increase
Am I out of my mind? Guess we'll wait and see
Everything is falling apart, I can't believe this
It feels like my head and my heart have disagreements
Should've known it right from the start that I was dreaming
I could never hear the alarms and now I'm bleeding
Watched in horror
Turned my passion into torture
Feel the ashes getting warmer
I said to myself I'd chase this feeling
Now nobody else can stop my bleeding