Now I can't go back (now I can't go back)
'Member those days, not a damn thing changed, fell apart like that (fell apart like that)
Feel like Cobain, now I'm back in the fray and my heart's all black
Found peace and then I lost it, fading away, no sleep in the moshpit
Stuck in the grave too deep, couldn't stop this heart attack (heart attack)
Won't make it on my own (make it on my own)
Wonder why?
Swept up and watched it go (watched it go)
I don't wanna die goin' out like this
Still wastin' my life over moments I missed
But I can't stand by if I wanna exist
I'm so done (I'm so done)
'Cause all this pressure's still hard to take
And it makes no difference from worlds away
But I guess that's just my pricе to pay for feelin' numb (feelin' numb)
Got hooked on the dopamine
Finally climbеd back out, took a toll on me
Haven't been the same since it got ahold of me
Now I- (Now I-)
Now I can't go back
(Fell apart like that)
(Now I can't go back)
(Found peace and then I lost it, fading away, no sleep in the moshpit)
(Stuck in the grave too deep, couldn't stop this heart attack)
I really had it, oh me, oh my, how tragic (how tragic)
On me cause I got bad habits (bad habits)
So bleak, no sound, just static (just static)
So tell me to my face how it's easy
When everyone I know wants to leave me
And my past self wouldn't want to be me
Cut the lights off, I'm still bleedin', believe me
Sufferin' comes in cycles and I always want more
I'm losin' hope in my survival lay face down on the floor
(Down on the floor)
What's the use? (what's the use?)
'Cause I can't relax ('cause I can't relax)
Nothing new (nothing new)
Now I can't go back
(Fell apart like that)
(Now I can't go back)
(Found peace and then I lost it, fading away, no sleep in the moshpit)
(Stuck in the grave too deep, couldn't stop this heart attack)