It's been six years in this apartment
I feel lucky some days and then I don't
I could take a drive to clear my mind
I could call a friend for some advice
I could do a millions things but I won't
And the world spins in this constant chaos
It all means nothing and everything at once
And I glance up at the mirror
Wonder if I should be thinner
I can't trust this voice
It only hurts
I've lost the plot
I'm making due with what I got
There's hope but doubt
I'm just tired of trying to figure everything out
There's a mask I have for all occasions
I've got a smile that can fool anyone
I've been told to have some patience
Last man standing gets the ovation
But what's the point when it's no longer fun
I've lost the plot
I'm making due with what I got
There's hope but doubt
I'm just tired of trying to figure everything out
I'm caught between
Who I was and who I wanna be
So tell me how
Cause I'm tired of trying to figure everything out
I don't have any answers, but I
I know that my heart wants more
Craving some adventure, but I
I need to push through the door
I don't have any answers, but I
I know there are some out there
Craving some adventure, but I
I've never been so unsure
I've lost the plot
I'm making due with what I got
There's hope but doubt
I'm just tired of trying to figure everything out
I'm caught between
Who I was and who I wanna be
So tell me how
Cause I'm tired of trying to figure everything out
Figure everything out
Cause I'm tired of trying to figure everything out