What if the world comes to an end before I make it What if I accidentally drown in all my doubt What if I found my perfect person, but I let them go Cause I thought someone better might come around And now I'm cryin' on the subway back uptown Thinkin' bout all my past loves and where they might be now And now I'm cryin' on the subway Back uptown What if you offered me the part but I don't take it Cause I'm too afraid the notes just won't come out Why do I always doubt tomorrow I always doubt tomorrow but the sun comes out And now I'm cryin' on the subway back uptown Thinkin' bout all my past loves and where they might be now And now I'm cryin' on the subway back uptown See look see, I've been busy takin' my time Coloring outside of these lines Tryin' to follow every sign That you send me But sometimes It gets so lonely I know I'm tough I know I'm strong But these days they get so long When it's just me and my mind Thinkin' bout you all the time And now I'm cryin' on the subway back uptown Thinkin' bout all my past loves and where they might be now And now I'm cryin' on the subway Back uptown And now I'm crying on the subway back uptown Wishing you were around