I never had those better days
Walked through my life in a million ways
Stepped in the dirt, for the thrill or the chase
No light in my soul, no joy on my face
Darkness, all around, I was trapped in this box, cuz the Devil threw the keys and the lock
Mirrors on the wall saw my eyes when I talked
It was all pitch black as I slipped to the dark
Fallin' again, pickin' myself then it's right to the edge
Over and over again, this cycle wont end, my mind keep breaking when sin make it bend
When will this end, Lord, I'm callin for moments of peace Lord
I dont know if You exist, but cut through the mist
I've read that there's no love thats greater than this
Felt, like I didn't need You
Cuz I couldn't feel You
In the dark
Felt, like I didnt need You
But now I need You
You have my heart
In Your hands, I give up my spirit
In Your hands, my heart can be burned to gold
In Your hands, I give up my spirit
In Your hands, my life wont feel so cold
Yeah I've been changed
Im shooting from the 3, not the mid range
Limitless love gave me big gains, now I know the Father cuz he broke chains
Was gonna get doused with some propane, light myself on fire to feel no pain
I guess I was insane to feel no shame, but hide the dirt on myself to feel sane
Thats right, that was my mind when I lied to be lied to, everything was take and take
Wow so delightful
Indulge in my sins then proceed to take a NyQuil, wake up and do it again, man what a cycle
Lust in my brain made death as my idol
Burned a few bridges in the name of a title
But He changed me, and He made me a disciple
Now I live on the rock, and my demons think I'm frightful
Felt, like I didn't need You
Cuz I couldn't feel You
In the dark
Felt, like I didnt need You
But now I need You
You have my heart
In Your hands, I give up my spirit
In Your hands, my heart can be burned to gold
In Your hands, I give up my spirit
In Your hands, my life wont feel so cold