A little bit lost in my own skin
But is that okay?
My mind's pretty sure that I won't win
But I can't walk away
I see my downfall closing in
This race I'm running still won't end
An uphill battle in my head
But it don't feel pretend
So how could I love you when I don't even love myself?
Judgemental of the view inside my mirror, I need help
Take my heart and I watch it shatter
I'm fucked up, feel like I don't matter
If you fall apart tonight just blame it all on me
Life just has its ups and downs
Way too hard to love me now
I bet they gon' judge me now
I'm my own enemy
Own enemy
Life just has its ups and downs
Way too hard to love me now
I bet they gon' judge me now
I'm my own enemy
Why am I my own enemy?
I'm sick of giving my all and getting shit in return
So close to giving up, I don't know what I'm worth
Tell me why'd you walk away, you should know that you hurt me
Now it's too late to see the bridges are burning
Cuz it's my year
And it's my time to make it
And all that shit I said about myself was wrong
All along, cause now I know...
Life just has its ups and downs
Way too hard to love me now
I bet they gon' judge me now
I'm my own enemy
Own enemy
Life just has its ups and downs
Way too hard to love me now
I bet they gon' judge me now
I'm my own enemy
Why am I my own enemy?
Life just has its ups and downs
Way too hard to love me now
I bet they gon' judge me now
I'm my own enemy
Why am I my own enemy?