All my life I been high I been surrounded by some bitches Tell me how the fuck I end up With so many fucken women All do is play your heart and not Give you any attention I would give your ass the world if I Had any of those intentions My heart done been so broke And I don't think that you could Fix it No matter all hugs, late nights, or All the kisses I'd rather be alone than fall for all Your business I cut you off and left you without Nobody to witness And now It's gone Fuckin' with my mental What you doing all along Been tryna find myself That's why I'm singing on this Song Yeah That's why I'm singing on this Song I been hot up for a minute Now you tryna ride along And done been so tired Of waiting on my phone All of these nights Just to leave me on the tone Yeah Just to leave me on the tone All my brothers say I'm tripping They should just leave me alone Memories fade But this shit gon' last forever My mama said I was amazing But I could always do better Knowing the demons on my Shoulder ride along with a sinner My heart been getting colder and Colder I'm longing for winter And it's taken me a long time to Figure this out I done hurt a lot of people come To think of it now I'm always praying for forgiveness But I'm out for the count I really don't think you would Understand what I'm talking about And now It's gone Fuckin with my mental What you doing all along Been tryna find myself That's why I'm singing on this Song Yeah That's why I'm singing on this Song I been hot up for a minute Now you tryna ride along And done been so tired Of waiting on my phone All of these nights Just to leave me on the tone Yeah Just to leave me on the tone All my brothers say I'm trippin' They should just leave me alone