I pull up on a suicide door
I just want the feel of some more
I'ma be honest, honest
I'ma be honest, yeah, yeah
Fuck it, I'm already a step-up
Fed up with just living down-low
I'ma be honest
I'ma be honest
My life was gettin' messy
Always tripping, falling when this past was testing
Feeling bad, sippin' 'til I'm getting aggressive
I don't wanna go back to the day you left me
Waiting for you calling back
Now I load this cash in
You don't know my past, I was fallin' on my knees
In the backseat, now I'm countin' commas I don't need
Never had nobody lift a finger for my tears
Fuck you people talking me down
I been making music while they living in a lie
Never had a penny, still I'm grinding all the time
Look how now I push it so high, let this cash fly
Did my shit with no connection
Working for my blessings
I'm left with my music all alone, that shit my passion
Pourin' up some bad shit
Now I run it up, it's all action
Foreign, now I let it old-fashioned
Did my shit with no connection
Working for my blessings
I'm left with my music all alone, that shit my passion
Pourin' up some bad shit
Now I run it up, it's all action
Foreign, now I let it old-fashioned
I pull up on a suicide door
I just want to feel it some more
I'ma be honest, honest
I'ma be honest, yeah, yeah
Fuck it, I'm already a step-up
Fed up with just living down-low
I'ma be honest
I'ma be honest
I never had someone
I was left alone
But now you know why I try
To go up so high
I'm filling up the emptiness of what I got inside
'Cause I don't wanna cry
I wanna feel alive
This money gon' fly
I pull up on a suicide door
I just want to feel it some more
I'ma be honest, honest
I'ma be honest, yeah, yeah
Fuck it, I'm already a step-up
Fed up with just living down-low
I'ma be honest
I'ma be honest
If I pull up on a suicide door
I just want to feel it some more
I'ma be honest
I'ma be honest, yeah