Who gonna check me when I'm off one
I don't wanna seem like
People on the screen talking
None of it is real life
I need self esteem often
Something doesn't feel right
Maybe cause I'm speed walking
With a clean white tee on
With a clean white tee on
Ready for the mud
Ready for the guilt trip partner
Ready for the hard day
Put in on a parlay
If nobody take my offer
Pecking order
Collecting all of your cash
To separate who you are from someone that's in the past
Remember it through the scars
While hammering on the gas
Cause everything is bizarre
And power will never last
My opponents
Aren't even enemies
Just different entities that have better shit and amenities
Its good to be competitive
I'll celebrate the jealousy
To educate until there's a better me
Working the day shift
Working the night
I'm not something to play with
Bitch talk to me right
I got people round the globe
Man there's evil in my soul
But I need it to control
Every piece of the good
Wanna go toe to toe
With the leaches and the crows
Only trouble on the phone
Put it down yeah I should
Take a little break
Take a little break
Take a little break
That was a mistake
Christian why you always say things in a weird way?
Persevere, aye?
Did you have a good year?
Did you disappear from the trouble and the fear
Or did you let it bubble up and shed a couple tears
Tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me why
And don't try to deny I know you're struggling
But you must learn to love again
You won't get it right now but you'll see it on the other end
And I put that on my mother when
We were moving out the city
Cause my dad got caught up doing drugs
Never did it for the hugs
But I'm fitted for a buzz
You're a gimmick
In disgust
I would spit at you and trust
There is not a life where I don't succeed
I don't give a fuck and I do what I please
People wanna talk but they talk from their knees
I bleed with a clean white tee on
With a clean white tee on
With a clean white tee on
Ready for the mud
Ready for the guilt trip partner
Ready for the hard day
Put in on a parlay
If nobody take my offer