Scared when its dark outside Rare that I'm wearing my heart outside Let's pick apart my pride Best you undress what I have to hide Uh oh there's an echo Old things I don't let go baby Uh oh there's an echo Old things that I need to forget Okay let's talk about heartbreak Once upon a time Left in a bizarre state of grief When my heart rate Moved well beneath What they said was fine Noticed true decline Had to find belief In the coldest depths that I wouldn't walk prior Stalled now a small fire turned to a bigger flame in my chest Holding on desires that I should refrain Second guessed Easy to retain Til trigger lets go True growth moves slow Carried by ambition When the energy was low Wasn't my decision To be hit with a blow Give a shit about an image Cause I live what I know This the program Word to my old man I deliver raps Boom baps And slow jams Learning to relax Who's that? It's me In the mirror looking better than I thought I'd ever be Scared when its dark outside Rare that I'm wearing my heart outside Let's pick apart my pride Best you undress what I have to hide Uh oh, there's an echo Old things I don't let go baby Uh oh, there's an echo Old things that I need to forget Running out the mouth Open diary Only do it cause evolution inspire me I'm a student who grew lucid and well aware I excel when there is solution to anxiety More variety Less notoriety My entirety of living is a game Tryna elevate but I wanna stay the same Never celebrate when I see more to gain It's a nuisance Too ruthless Fighting with my ego every time I see excuses Why do I need people and advice Everything is overpriced Now a dollar slice cost a buck fifty I'm clueless On how we're gonna fix this dilemma Find me in a cabin somewhere Like for Emma, forever ago Dabbing ink pens to a letter No henna it goes into the paper And lives there for the long haul