I could not sleep for weeks I'm touched
By the sentiment one day I'll be dust
Growing evident my struggle with lust
An elephant showing his tusks
I'm working on the changing room
Must I follow the steps of
Gloom that swallows the best of
Groups more likely in tune
I'm jumping through hoops
While staying in rhythm like quest love
Praying for wisdom
Many issues with the system
But No one will listen
Tried assisting via poetic vision
Just to be seen with heroic ambition
Too bad it was me me me me
Selfish and me me me me
Same as clowns you see on tv
My ear to the ground I seek to be free
From judgement
Is our whole life but a dream?
I'll be expanding my budget
Paying my friends to join the team
They said they'd agree
I trust it
Nothing better than family
When I just cant stand to be
All alone when
I been alone, I know
Baby I need new reasons
I been alone, I know
Maybe I blame the seasons
Too much
I be lying like soon enough
High flying I'm suiting up
Then hide like I do enough
I do enough
Many hours no communication
Outside closed
True hallucination
I've outgrown
Where I used to hang
When doubt flies low
Need separation
Old friends go
In the same cycle
Round round round
Won't get off the ground
I'm watching them drown
They're swinging at garbage
I play from the mound
Calling the shots
Try to press you're smoking rocks
It gonna get ugly, no polkadots
I've handled rope and been tying knots
Shit
Meaning I'm good with the technicals
Got a lil thing she respectable
I can only live by ethical
Open heart but I'm still so skeptical
Its gets tiring
Not as inspiring
Maybe I need some re-wiring
Maybe the problem is under the hood and that's why the engine ain't firing
No no no no, calling for help again
I been alone, I know
Baby I need new reasons
I been alone, I know
Maybe I blame the seasons
Too much
I be lying like soon enough
High flying I'm suiting up
Then hide like I do enough
I do enough