I wanna be superstar mama
I wanna crash flying cars
Into the trees across the street
Let the people wallow over me
Over me
Over me
They won't let me sleep mama
I can feel them staring at me
From across the room
With their cigarettes, their top hats, and their shadow silhouettes
They're the monsters under my bed
They're the monsters under my bed
I can't sleep at night cause they're waiting in my dreams
Corner of the room into the corner of my brain
They grab my ankles from the sheets and pull me under
Let me float away into the ether
Cause I'm
Cause I'm depressed mama
Under confident or maybe dumb
And I'm too self absorbed
Hiding behind a mask of energy and enthusiasm
I've been doing drugs mama
Would you still love me for being me
Will you still miss me when I disappear
I'm gonna be a rockstar mama
Maybe then it'll go away
I wanna smash expensive guitars
Maybe then I'll be happy
I'll be happy
Whoa