When my eyes low and I can't see your face
Would you call me out by name
To help me look above the waves
When my head low and all I see's my shame
Help me rise above the waves
If I'm being honest, I felt alone all my life
I try to handle it right, but I can't define
The feeling of having this hole in my side
I try to fill it with faith, it doesn't work
Cuz I made it more 'bout making my name
I try to fix it again but this time I hope that it change
I met her in fourth grade, we meet up again as adults
She was my first kiss, cuz I was legit trying to save it for someone I don't
Don't even know yet, at least I assume cuz nobody wanted to stay
Next thing that I know, I'm spreading her legs
Cuz I'm getting way too old to wait
Now, what could I say, I had been faithful God
So why do I feel like I'm being punished, for trusting you
But where were you when I was angry why does it hurt in my stomach
It start to twist and pull, I want to numb out the pain
A little more weed a couple more drinks and boy I feel invincible
So I'm driving home in the rain again
I'm nodding off but only ten minutes away from my place
Staying up late's never easy but I got a taste
Fake it so nobody knows, I say, let's give 'em a show
I'll throw on a smile, so people will think that I'm healed
When deep down I'm broken and longing for home
I want to trust you when you call my name
Calling, calling, I'm calling you (You, you)
Calling, calling, I'm calling you
Will you reply, conversations between you and I
I'm calling on you because who am I, I am but a man
But I understand, I'm made in your image and true design
If you call me out by name I know that you gave me the power to do the job
Brought me through it all, and I'm still alive, so I gotta try
Cuz it's gon' take us all to make, a permanent change can't tip-toe
Dive in this wave like bombs away, as long as you alive then you still got time
Don't trip we can start today, I don't fear man my God is great
If you hear me put a fist up all the way, revolution that's underway
Cuz it's gon' take us all to make, a permanent change can't tip-toe
Dive in this wave like bombs away, as long as you alive then you still got time
Don't trip we can start today, I don't fear man my God is great
If you hear me put a fist up all the way, revolution that's underway
Whoa light shine bright in my eyes, everything vibrant
Colors in my iris how do I even know I'm alive
With doubt in my mind trying my best to maintain this
Visual of life so big I can't frame it
Darkness in my hands it's telling me go and stain it
To show nothing's permanent to keep me moving aimless
Back to a season where this man couldn't gain this
Knowledge that he has to keep him from moving shameless
Back to aggression when surrounding seemed dangerous
Lack of affection for others thinking it's painless
Guess it's something that I'm used too
Never thought about the premise that it could be all you
Putting me through the fire, steady checking my iron
Getting me ready for more to come I'm hearing sirens
But it's tiring Lord, Lord why do I go through this
To live in bliss then trip and slip
Into that pit a tar abyss, what a horror flick
To live this script but still I stick to it cuz the plan you gift me with
Is the reason that I exist, so I resist that temptress kiss
Let's push forward cuz I know that you calling me
No revolt in me back and forth when you sharpen me
Perfect weapon for the reaper when it's harvesting
I know what it like to be in a fight to the winner
That spoils your life so you holding it tight
Cuz the warmth go through the night when the enemy's ready to strike this
Sparked match ready to light so I'm ready for sight so whoa
I want to trust you when you call my name
Calling, calling, I'm calling you (You, you)
Calling, calling, I'm calling you
Will you reply, conversations between you and I
I'm calling on you because who am I, I am but a man
But I understand, I'm made in your image and true design
If you call me out by name I know that you gave me the power to do the job
Brought me through it all, and I'm still alive, so I gotta try
Cuz it's gon' take us all to make, a permanent change can't tip-toe
Dive in this wave like bombs away, as long as you alive then you still got time
Don't trip we can start today, I don't fear man my God is great
If you hear me put a fist up all the way, revolution that's underway
Cuz it's gon' take us all to make, a permanent change can't tip-toe
Dive in this wave like bombs away, as long as you alive then you still got time
Don't trip we can start today, I don't fear man my God is great
If you hear me put a fist up all the way, revolution that's underway