It's raining in Houston
I got a sober mind and a couple good friends
And it's safe to say things are better than last year
I'm in my late 20's now but I ain't got shit figured out
Throw my kid in the car and head out of town no clue how I got here
I got all these questions about standing out and fittin it
Lovin' God and lovin' men
And who I really am
I used to have it all figured out
I knew who I was and what I'm about
But that all came crashing down
And now I'm wondering
How hard can I love before it's too much
If God's really real why's he out of touch
I've been callin needing answers
I been prayin to the sky
Tell me if God is really real
Why do good people die
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
Will I wake up one day, and my child's turned 18
Spent her whole life on the road and she's just as lost as me
Have I given her enough? Should we just settle down?
Buy a little piece of land and put roots in this ground
How much money do I need before my whole heart just turns to greed?
I'd like to have it all but some people need it more than me
Have I spent enough time at home
That when my parents die I'll know
I loved them till their dyin day and it's time to let them go
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
How hard can I love before it's too much
If God's really real why's he out of touch
I've been callin needing answers
I been prayin to the sky
Tell me If God is really real
Why do good people die
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
And I'm still wondering if I'll ever find the one
Because baby I've been lonely
And things ain't lookin up
And I'm still wondering if I still believe in love
I've seen it all fall apart and it don't look like fun
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
How hard can I love before it's too much
If God's really real why's he out of touch
I've been callin needing answers
I been prayin to the sky
Tell me If God is really real
Why do good people die
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know