I never really knew that a person could lie The way you did it to me a million times Telling my friends stories you told me But I don't know what's real, nothing feels holy There's ten different kinds of embarrassing How real it all was, the way you felt to me Hear it from the girls you were messaging I was buying her gifts I couldn't afford yet Spin, spin, spin me around Felt good for a minute now I can't find the ground Spin, spin, spin your world Sounds good for a minute now everything hurts How do you talk about us now? How do you talk about us now? Am I the villain to you hero? Left you at your zero Do you tеll him I was too sad, always mad You never really likеd me and I was just too young for your love How do you talk about us? Remember when you asked me if we ever broke up? That I would let you go, it would be clean cut Four months later now I'm blocking your number Begging for the silence that you gave in the summer It's hard to keep up so I wrote it all down Every contradicting statement that I could recount The nightmares have stopped and I sleep through the night My mom says I look happy but I think she's lying Spin, spin, spin me around Felt good for a minute now I can't find the ground Spin, spin, spin your world Sounds good for a minute now everything hurts How do you talk about us now? How do you talk about us now? Am I the villain to you hero? Left you at your zero Do you tell him I was too sad, always mad You never really liked me and I was just too young for your love How do you talk about us? Yeah I'm sick of talking about you Sick of thinking about you Sick of never believing in somebody new It's gonna never be a good guy Even just okay I think I'll be alone I Spin, spin, spin me around Felt good for a minute now I can't find the ground Spin, spin, spin your world Sounds good for a minute now everything hurts How do you talk about us now? How do you talk about us now? Am I the villain to you hero? Left you at your zero Do you tell him I was too sad, always mad You never really liked me and I was just too young for your love How do you talk about us?