Constantly wondering if this is worth it
What is life
If you trynna be perfect
Our beauty a painting of all our mistakes
You can't heal if you never been hurting
There comes a time
There comes a place
When we all get nervous
I'm walking the path to see
If this is pleasure or my purpose
Can't stop the feeling when I
Wake up from dreaming got a
Passion, the meaning do I
Still wanna work hard this
Live inside of my car for this
Work at a job that hate for this
Just so I can make the music
I'll become a star for this
There ain't no guarantee
I'll do this till the death of me
When it comes to music
I'm a black belt to the tenth degree
Am I chasing the fame
None of my motives been feeling the same
Feel like God gave me a purpose
And this is my pleasure
But I'll still be fighting the pain
You stuck in between
Two sides
And you don't know which is the truth
You can't hide
So you might as well put it to use
It's Your gift
There's a reason that it's given to you
It's your choice
So you don't have nothing to lose
Two sides
And you don't know which is the truth
You can't hide
So you might as well put it to use
It's Your gift
There's a reason that it's given to you
It's your choice
So you don't have nothing to lose
Last night
I had a dream of the ville
I know my vision are real
Even if y'all never see the appeal
Climbing the hill
Like Jack and Jill
To get a bucket of that holy water
Know that I believe in you
But I cannot want it for ya
Faith of a mustard seed
Unphased when face to face with the greed
Blessings in custody
Cause God has just supplied all my needs
The people that's close to me
Can clearly see who I wanna be
Purpose or pleasure
I don't know
But it's the reason I'm free
You stuck in between
Two sides
And you don't know which is the truth
You can't hide
So you might as well put it to use
It's Your gift
There's a reason that it's given to you
It's your choice
So you don't have nothing to lose
Two sides
And you don't know which is the truth
You can't hide
So you might as well put it to use
It's Your gift
There's a reason that it's given to you
It's your choice
So you don't have nothing to lose
If I'm being honest
I've been more than terrified
I'm too good at keeping
My emotions deep inside
I'm
Scared to relax
Feel like if don't use my talent
God just might take it back
Know I'm not making any money
But my days are looking sunny
I prefer to chase my purpose
But I think it's running from me
Or is it the pleasure
It's a balancing act
It's not much
But I'm thankful for the place that I'm at
You stuck in between
Two sides
And you don't know which is the truth
You can't hide
So you might as well put it to use
It's Your gift
There's a reason that it's given to you
It's your choice
So you don't have nothing to lose
Two sides
And you don't know which is the truth
You can't hide
So you might as well put it to use
It's Your gift
There's a reason that it's given to you
It's your choice
So you don't have nothing to lose
Oh
There's nothing to lose
You can't be perfect no
There's a reason
There's a reason
There's a reason
There's a reason
There's a reason
Constantly wondering if this is worth it
What is life
If you trynna be perfect
Our beauty a painting of all our mistakes
You can't heal if you never been hurting
There comes a time
There comes a place
When we all get nervous
I'm walking the path to see
If this is pleasure or my purpose