I can't remember the last time I felt like I had some control And it seems like I'm so blind To all of the things that tear my soul Whenever I wake up I felt stuck And the dream I have before And in this dream, I cannot scream, I cannot run I just can't help, but wonder why I tell myself, that I'll be fine Suffocate The thoughts that I create I've run in the same place Gonna breathe it out Gonna breathe it out Suffocate And all the things I hate I just can't hold the weight Gonna breathe it out Gonna breathe it out Oh, oh I'm screaming loud, without a sound I'm in a habit of letting, small things, burn right through my chest I'm starving, for mercy, but it's tied up with regrets Whenever I do I, I don't feel right I'm caught in the unrest And I'm starting to believe I can't go on I just can't help wonder why I tell myself that I'll be fine Suffocate The thoughts that I create I've run in the same place Gonna breathe it out Gonna breathe it out Suffocate And all the things I hate I just can't hold the weight Gonna breathe it out Gonna breathe it out Oh, oh I'm screaming loud, without a sound I can't make a sound Suffocate The thoughts that I create I've run in the same place Gonna breathe it out Gonna breathe it out Suffocate And all the things I hate I just can't hold the weight Gonna breathe it out Gonna breathe it out Oh, oh I'm screaming loud, without a sound