(What do you desire?)
(Bitch, hah)
This shit deeper than the cuts on my arm, I don't trust nobody
Doody got picked up this morning and they got him on a body
I hear you my nigga but when you 'round me you can't be moving slimey
Gotta calculate your moves 'fore they take your head up off your body
I made a million, yeah, but that don't fix nothing my nigga
(That don't fix nothing, that don't fix nothing, that don't fix nothing)
Russian roulette with the Devil and I got my hand on the trigger
(Got my hand on the trigger, finna blow my brains out, my nigga)
Every night in my dreams paint a vivid portrait of Brenda
(Vivid portrait of Brenda, I need y'all to see momma, my nigga)
Facing the karma that come my way 'cause Lord knows I'm a sinner
(Lord knows I'm a sinner, I gotta get it right, my nigga)
Sooner or later, I know that I'ma have problems with my kidney
(Problems with my kidney, I can't stay on that shit nigga)
But I gotta face that shit 'cause I know it comes with the sippin'
(I know it comes with the shit, I can't even?, my nigga)
Gotta calculate my every move, nigga can't catch me slippin'
(Can't catch me slippin', I'ma let it bang for all them niggas)
You had my trust, it really fucked my head up when I seen the news, nigga
(I seen the news nigga, 'cause I knew that you was my nigga)
Take care of your daughter, make sure you do what you gotta do my nigga
(Oh, oh, oh)
Keep your eyes peeled, move smart, don't get boomed my nigga
(What do you desire?)
(You think I wanted this to happen?)
You think I wanted all this status?
(Bitch, haha)
(My brother tell me what's happenin')
A hundred racks up in the addy
My killers always gon' whack shit, uh
(Know I'll be home soon)
Can't let these bitches trap me, got a bitch wanna have my baby
This bitch must think I'm crazy
All these niggas tryna take me, grab your switch and just face me
This shit deeper than what y'all think
My incarcerated niggas keep a fucking shank up in they tank
Doody got picked up this morning, that's my brother, I know he fucked up
Picked up on the body, he don't trust nothin'
You don't know the half, lost Auntie Cat yesterday morning
These days get stormy
Gotta watch myself 'fore these niggas come up in my crib and face me in the morning
I ain't going while I'm yawning, huh
Got my queen holding me down, hand her a crown
Remember them cold nights when the rain was pouring down? (Down)
I ain't had no shelter, had no blessings, learned my lessons, this shit destined
When I was down, you weren't present
Pigs tryna fuck over my brothers, tryna give 'em life, tryna roll 'em out, shit ain't right but it's life
Doody's mama and my Brenda was so tight, wrong or right, had each other back, that's for life
Even though they was doing they crack pipe
Let nobody play with them, they gon' put up a motherfucking fight (Fight)
Brenda used to come home at night trippin' on drugs, I ain't give a fuck, that was my baby, yeah for life (Life)
Got me crying in this bitch, yeah right now, my head down
I'm so down, I've been down, hide my smile
Cuts on my arm, suicidal
These fucking drugs part of my vitals and it's fucked up I'm KayB idol
Say that, "I'm the man with the plan"
For you to say that, it fucked me up
'Cause if you think that then why the fuck you did what you did man? (Ooh)
Handwriting Brenda name in the sand
Free Doody, free Grim, free Sosa out the can
Man I can't wait 'til y'all home, man (Home, man)
Always knew I was the man with the plan, yeah, yeah
(Bitch, haha)
Take care of your daughter for me man, Ight
I ain't gon lie, I'd feel less of a man, you feel me (Know I feel less, can't do man, you was my man, yeah)
Now you'd probably let a nigga kill me