Im feeling really lost
Please tell me when im found
Please someone turn this off
These voices are so loud
I dont wanna live but i dont Wanna die.
I dont wanna speak this pain is Eating me inside
Im tired of the meds maybe They aint workin right
Ill Go to the doctor and give Another one try
Always drowning in my mind
All these voices always lie
Cant breathe anymore
Every night i wanna die
I cant even cry cuz im strong Enough to fight
But i dont wanna try please let Me see the sunshine
Always in the darkness
Lane is so departed
I aint broken hearted
Happiness the furthest
I cant seem to help it
And i know that you cant help It
But i wish i never felt it
I been Prayin to the lord for a Way i can repel it
Issues bleeding from my issues
I dont like the feeling
They should let me be Somebody come and set me Free
Just put a bullet in my chest and Put a smile on my cheeks
Wish youd see me suffering
Lookin forward to the nothing
Yeah
Im feeling really lost
Please tell me when im found
Please someone turn this off
These voices are so loud
Pushing everyone away because
I just feel disgusting
Everytime i breathe all these Razor blades are cutting
I feel pretty worthless im like What the fucks my purpose
Why the fuck am i so nervous Fuck i really wish you heard this
All these thoughts im hearing
All issues that im fearing
Everynight i hate myself but my Solution never nearing
Only time that i can think is if i Pour myself a drink
Let the demons win again and Knock me right back out of the Ring
Physically no pain yeah
Mental not ok
Im soaked with all these Problems
But It aint from the rain
You can try to help me but
I aint gonna listen
Becausw i Dont know nothing Different
No I dont need no forgiveness
I have to teach myself these Things
Or i aint gonna learn
Gotta Learn from my mistakes
Or i dont know my worth
Dont be playin with my nerves
It Will only make it worse
You just might get hurt
Fuck Im put out just to burn Yeah
Im feeling really lost
Please tell me when im found
Please someone turn this off
These voices are so loud