A light was always on when I woke up But not today I didn't understand Not today You had a different plan We all say that it's gonna be okay But not today You had a different plan Not today I didn't understand There is something wrong That we don't want to understand Why did it take this long To know we don't belong I can hear the words I just can't say them now Did you build me up So you could drag me down You can lie to make it okay It's not okay You didn't think about it It's not okay I didn't know about it I don't want to see you go Even though I know Even though I know I still don't want to see you go Even though I know Even though I know There is something wrong That we don't want to understand Why did it take this long To know we don't belong I can hear the words I just can't say them now Did you build me up So you could drag me down I won't apologize For the words that I said and the thoughts in my head I can see it in your eyes It's the world you dread You think you'd be better off dead What have we become Living under each other's thumbs Who did we become Living under each other's thumbs What have we become Who did we become Who did we become What have we become Living under each other's thumbs What have we become Who did we become Living under each other's thumbs Who did we become What have we become A light was always on when I woke up But not today I didn't understand Not today You had a different plan