Pressure came from school It's okay step dad picked me up on the way home lost my cool Pressure came from school It's okay step dad picked me up on the way home lost my cool It's okay five years later baby I made my way Ayeee In this hospital bed I wish they'd go away I can't find my charger I can't find a way to call you Every night I think about you I just can't be the only one I'm in my head again You think we're better as friends I think I'm better off dead It's been a long time since we talked You take the words right off my tongue And I'm not fine can we stop Pretending that I ever was I never was I never was