Mo' fucking Jesus I was in a dark place And my mind racing fast like a car chase Mix the liquor with a little bit of heartbreak Now I'm numb to the shit that they all say Had to learn the hard way I don't run no Maison Margiela, got my feet off the ground I be sticking to myself and blowing weed by the pound Lately I'm just 'bout whatever, baby, can you hold me down? Say you miss me when I'm gone, but then you never come around I got missed calls, never replying I don't wanna talk anymore, be silent Missed calls, ringing like sirens In my head, it's in my head 'Cause I got missed calls, never replying I don't wanna talk anymore, be silent Missed calls, ringing like sirens In my head, it's in my head, yeah I can barely breathe Antisocial, leave a message at the beep "Yo, Chris, I was just wondering-" Delete Only time I feel alive is off a bean, yeah Tryin' to stay sober but I know I'm about to relapse All these bitches actin' like they different, but I seen that Truth be told, you the same as before I ain't fuck with you at all Leave that bullshit at the door I got missed calls, never replying I don't wanna talk anymore, be silent Missed calls, ringing like sirens In my head, it's in my head 'Cause I got missed calls, never replying I don't wanna talk anymore, be silent Missed calls, ringing like sirens In my head, it's in my head, yeah