Let me tell you, let me tell you
Let me tell you why I have some bad luck
Yeah, aye, look, aye
Let me tell you why I have some bad luck
'Cause everytime I try I'm never good enough
Everybody's happy without me I'm never needed
I'm heated 'cause no one ever really gives a fuck
And I don't think I have a heart no more
'Cause everytime I feed it, they eat it, break it to pieces
I'm really hating the way they treat it
And they repeat it, tell me why they gotta make it tough
To love
To trust
Like I'm so fucked up
I can't reconstruct
So I self destruct
And my mind blows up
Guess it's just my luck
To get fucked over, over and over again?
Never sober again
Can't win
Guess this the end
The last time
Last sign
That they gonna have to give
And that sucks
I'm such a sad fuck with bad luck
And a lot of shit on my mind
Stop wasting my time
You just wanna see me decline
You always gotta come from behind like, damn
I'm alive and I'm fucking surprised
Like damn
Can't you see the pain in my eyes
I am
Pessimistic
Super distant
Always trippin'
Mentalistic
I've been hittin'
Marijuana
Ease the trauma
I just wanna be
Happy why is that so hard for me?
Why's it getting super hard to breathe?
Can't control my thoughts, anxiety
Is taking over, lie to me, and cry to me
But fake it all 'cause you're involved
In not getting my problems solved
You watch me fall and drop the ball
I won't fall my homie I slip not
From the tippity tip top
I'ma flippity flip flop
Off my feet I don't stand tall, no
Luck won't be on my side for the rest of my life
I try I try I try too hard
And I cry I cry I cry so hard, yeah
Luck won't be on my side for the rest of my life
I try I try I try too hard
And I cry I cry I cry so hard, yeah
Let me tell you why I have some bad luck
'Cause nothing in my head ever adds up
And I could never see when I have love
So go and put your mo'fuckin' hats up
Too the depressed and the lost
And the vanquished the damaged and stressed
And the blankly confused who don't know what to do with themselves
And are fighting with nothing to lose so they sip on the
Booze and they rip on a bong and they listen to songs like these
I can never "do the right thing" Spike Lee
I've never been the man and I'll never
Understand why nobody ever really likes me
I see
So many flaws so many mistakes
Nobody calls
'Cause they all be fake
I guess I'ma fall
Right down to my fate
Which is nothin' at all
Just black hole
Taking my soul filled with emptiness
I got lows no highs when getting lit
I don't talk I'm not the friendliest
My bad luck is like the deadliest
It's like poison block out noise and
Weight on my chest is the heaviest
Can't keep going so I'm slowing down till I can't take the mental shit
Luck won't be on my side for the rest of my life
I try I try I try too hard
And I cry I cry I cry so hard, yeah
Luck won't be on my side for the rest of my life
I try I try I try too hard
And I cry I cry I cry so hard, yeah