(You disgust me) (Does your family know what you're out here doin'?) I see things, I'm up at night I see things that might jus' take my life I jus' told my mom that I'm not living right She jus' asked if I'm alright, I lied I'll do anything to see you smile You do anything to make me cry I don't really care if you lie I wake up, I wanna die Swear I tried to treat you right I can't compete with that other guy "Kara, I can see you're holding on" "Kara, I hope you know that I am proud" "Kara, swear I know that you're not strong" "Kara, I hope you know I heard your song" "Could you type the lyrics so that I could sing along?" I don't think you know it's about you I don't think you know that I'm alone "Kara, why you hide your arms?" It's my scars "Could you look me in my eyes?" I cannot I jus' hope you know I'm sorry for all I've done Hope you know that I'm not scared of you, I'm scared of us I'm scared of what I might do to myself I want you an' no one elsе I'm embarrassed of the lifе I live I see things, I'm up at night I see things that might jus' take my life I jus' told my mom that I'm not living right She jus' asked if I'm alright, I lied I'll do anything to see you smile You do anything to make me cry I don't really care if you lie I wake up, I wanna die