And it's like deep down I'm scared but uh, who isn't really, you know? That's how you have to look at it at the end of the day Okay, let's go Christ, oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Take a stand by my side I don't ever wanna see the light Testify, read my rights If the jury's fair, I'll die Lost my care, lost my way Thumb what's left of bloody pay It's a game I won't play I'ma always keep my say Windows up, lovely day Stay inside or go away Only step out in the rain Water wash my sins away I take a knee and beg forgiveness for the things I've done I know it hurts but it hurts better when you're on the run Lead the church and I'll be the one who bleeds thereafter They see my worth and they know that I'll be their pastor Walk with the herd, but stories tend to change in chapters I'm in the ground, it's perfect, they can't hear my laughter 'Cause I laugh a lot They don't know what's next like they're on the dot Uh, I don't know what's next 'cause I forget a lot Take a stand by my side I don't ever wanna see the light Testify, read my rights If the jury's fair, I'll die Lost my care, lost my way Thumb what's left of bloody pay It's a game I won't play I'ma always keep my say Talk to disciples like they're sheep They're well aware I'm lying but I know it brings them comfort So I'll brush up my speech I'm shoving garbage in my mouth and soon enough I'm losing sleep I look to Virgin Mary, throwing hails like every week They tell me keep the faith but it's been getting hard to see Need things to go the right way like a compass going east I'm bonding with my family, I'm tryna find some peace I'll leave it all behind, my brain is up for all to see Travis is-Travis is a killer and-and so Every time he goes to bed at night He's basically asking for forgiveness from Uh, the Virgin Mary for everything he's done wrong He's in his dreams, he's-he's confessing and praying for forgiveness