And I don't care, I'm just handling business And you're the one who left me first and now you saying you didn't Leaving out the backdoor, I'll be back in a minute Anxiety inside of me, I just don't get it I don't wanna be the same and I don't wanna fit in And I'll be running from my problems 'til I can't keep on living You never cared about my being or the way that I'm feeling Think about you in my head while I just stare at the ceiling (Lei) Put a gun to my head, she don't love me And I don't care 'bout what you said, am I ugly? And all I care bout is my friends, it's kinda funny I'll try to be here to the end, you weren't for me And honestly, it might be bad timing But if I said I loved you, yeah, I might be lying They say I should be happy, haven't tried it I said I could be, I've been trying I gotta listen to myself I need to worry 'bout my health And you just like me cause I'm on And I just act like I can't tell So do you just wanna see me fail? Be honest And it feels like I'm by myself for the longest (Lei) And I don't care, I'm just handling business And you're the one who left me first and now you saying you didn't Leaving out the backdoor, I'll be back in a minute Anxiety inside of me, I just don't get it I don't wanna be the same and I don't wanna fit in And I'll be running from my problems 'til I can't keep on living You never cared about my being or the way that I'm feeling Think about you in my head while I just stare at the ceiling Put a gun to my head, she don't love me And I don't care 'bout what you said, am I ugly? And all I care bout is my friends, it's kinda funny I'll try to be here to the end, you weren't for me Put a gun to my head, she don't love me And I don't care 'bout what you said, am I ugly? And all I care bout is my friends, it's kinda funny I'll try to be here to the end, you weren't for me And honestly, it might be bad timing But if I said I loved you, yeah, I might be lying They say I should be happy, haven't tried it I said I could be, I've been trying