Wondering if it's something that I said Been getting lost in the static in my head Focus on anything other than my beating heart They tell me focus on my breathing, I can't even start Something tells me I've been too far gone And it's a long way home I keep my friends real close, but still I worry 'bout my mental health Too many words that won't come out Feels better hiding in my house Through gritted teeth, I tell myself There's nowhere better than this It's always greener cuz it rains on the other side You only see it when it's bright out yeah, yeah I gave it all I got, wait around for something different Meditate, but nothing happens Tried it all, but something's missing I worry 'bout my mental health Too many words that won't come out Feels better hiding in my house Through gritted teeth, I tell myself I worry 'bout my mental health Too many words that won't come out Feels better hiding in my house Through gritted teeth, I tell myself There's nowhere better than this