I just want to freeze my brain I need some time alone The stars fade into the sunrise I wake up and then suddenly I feel the weight on every part of me Hey dad I hope you're proud of me For trying to be what I was meant to be The kid is alright You know I made a few friends and now I hold tight I had to learn it for myself how to move on Once they're gone Just want to feel something like I did last night I never doubt myself till I see the sun rise I shouldn't think too much, but I do it sometimes But I just play it off like it's nothing Running in circles every night, I just wanna find my way I wake up and then suddenly I feel the weight on every part of me Hey dad I hope you're proud of me For trying to be what I was meant to be The kid is alright You know I made a few friends and now I hold tight I had to learn it for myself how to move on Once they're gone