Getting muddy
Hurts when your words crush me
Can we please lie here?
Maybe I'm just tired, I'm strong when I'm alone
Right now I feel so weak
Breaking all my bones
I know you're judging me
I left it and our home
I feel you getting closer, hoping I can fix
Your only little problem, praying that you'll quit
I'm sorry I'm such a bother, I probably ruined this
I don't know if I should call her, just saying that I miss you
But I'm confident that I got her, talking with her lips
Took a chunk out of my shoulder, rashes on my neck
My mouth is filled with water as she takes another sip
I don't know if I should stop her, trying to convince
That you're not evеn fair, do you think this is a game?
Scrunching up my hair, do nothing how am I drained
Why do you even go, when the parties filled with hoes?
My stomach drop, nervous nelly
Twists and turns in my tummy
Oh, down another bottle it's her third now
Getting wasted quick
I don't see a point in this
Turns towards a drink
Baby, let me tell you it ain't gonna fix a thing
Yeah, I don't know if I can do this, continue making music
I've grown to be something, and I don't wanna lose it
Feeling all this pressure, they want me to start over
But that ain't gonna happen
I'll continue being a loser
Getting muddy
Hurts when your words crush me
Can we please lie here?
Maybe I'm just tired
I'm strong when I'm alone
Right now I feel so weak
Breaking all my bones
I know you're judging me
I left it and our-
Breaking out of my shell, tell me how do you do this
These stories that you tell, ain't no coincidence
Forgot how love is felt, you're reminding me of it
Don't need you to compel anything you're not comfortable with
(I'm not done yet-)
My iris glistens, she told me "I'm amazed,
I've never seen such blue eyes on a face"
Hard to listen, what did you even say
Going fast, it's too late to hit the brakes
Getting stabbed busy drowning in a lake
On dnd I promise I'm not okay
Associate with no one just only me talk to people try not to decay