The veins in my skin pop out when I'm warm
I handle a blade and point to my arm
Oh, she'd be upset if I put it through
I'll put it away but only for you
Well this time you won, you proud of yourself
I put us down, no need to be held
I've suffered too long in my mental state
I'm harming myself, does it look like I'm okay?
I said you were right
And I'm sorry, just know I'm not bright
Or the smartest, keep beating my eyes
'Til they're blue and to where I can't see
Now they're swollen, I'm blind in my view
And now everyday feel like I lose
But I'm trying to cope without you
And it's hard, oh baby it's hard
So wish mе your luck and your regards
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It drips from my forearm to my shirt
Watching the blood fall is thе worst
Ignore all of your calls 'cause I've learned
I made it a full year without her
I listen to nonsense on a basis
It's all in my head and it's my favorite
I kept them around for entertainment
I choose to stay private and faceless
Don't text me
Don't call me
I've witness autopsy
Don't come home
I won't be here
I left so it's sincere
A lot's on my mind
Like my future and maybe a wife
And I wonder if music's my prize
It's the only thing going for me
Been a week since I've gone outside
I'm pathetic it sums up my life
Forgot her and God, it's about time
And something that I can't help but think
If you're disappointed in me
♪
Tell me what you find
Deep inside her eyes
'Cause she used to be kind
Until she lost her mind'
Blade in the basement
I'm high but I'm anxious
I'm snapping back the hat when I am next in the rotation
Thought I found myself but I'm in dissociation
Love being alone but I don't fuck with isolation
Quarter ounce
Pack it up and take me out
You said I'd be better now
But all I got are pills around
Where the fuck you've been at?
(Where the fuck you've been at?)
You left your nail marks on my back
(You left your nail marks on my back)
Now I'm going too fast
(Going too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast)
But I can't help but think about the past
I just smoked what was left in the bag
(I just smoked what's left, I just smoked what's left)
And I really don't mind if I crash
(I just smoked what's left)