It's gonna be a long night Dancing to songs I don't like Why's my heart so heavy but my head so light And I lost my keys but I don't care My friends are leaving but I'm not there Found a way out of my head with a girl upstairs She gives me something to think about I haven't had a long time In a long time Late nights spent inside my head Thinking words I should've said I haven't had a long time In a long time Feel my heart sink through the floor I'm floating (fading) I haven't had- Late nights turned to new skies again Feeling lonely, wish I had more friends I don't think I can keep this up And I'm done being defensive I know that I want more than just friendship Maybe if you stick around I promise I will change I haven't had a long time In a long time I find it hard just to be seen Letting someone in's not me I haven't had a long time In a long time It's not that I need to be free Right now a future's hard to see