Is this what I got Too intoxicated to see me You know what I thought Sneak out the back and call it a night out And why not? You make me isolated And I even tried, too many times, too many lies Not many highs, cut all my ties I cut all my ties for you If the sky turns red will you turn up dead If I say I love you is it true When the sky goes red will I know you're gone, gone Till my time's up I'll be wishing you were real Retract all my thoughts Your doors are shut, and locked in the daytime But at night when you talk Your walls are thin like paper cuts piercing my skin So don't call me up At three in the morning When I'm not thinking straight And I couldn't afford it The thought of us changing, I don't want relationships Got my whole life Ahead of me so Move on And why not I make you cry for nothing So many nights, I looked to the stars I never got far, we are who we are, tell me who you are Tell me what you are Don't know what you are, but please Give me one reason why I should see you like a beacon I gave you my thoughts and I guess you decided to keep them Thank you for giving a reason To move along To sing this song It's not for you This shit's for me This shit's for me If the sky turns red will you turn up dead If I say I love you is it true When the sky goes red will I know you're gone, gone Till my time's up I'll be wishing you were real If the sky turns red will you turn up dead If I say I love you is it true When the sky goes red will I know you're gone, gone Till my time's up I'll be wishing you were real