I don't wanna live another lie tonight
Stay with me baby I know it's dark outside
You get too attached and I'll be gone by sunrise
Can't tell the difference
No more sleeping with the mistress
You know I keep my distance
Just please don't let me down
But it doesn't matter right
Our promises left that night
You keep all your friendships tight
But nothing really matters when you're out of sight, does it
I hope he's big and strong
And everything you wanted I already had
But it doesn't matter right
No it doesn't matter right
I'm falling
I'm falling
And I hear more than you know
I find excuses
For everyone I've loved
Affection only diverts
What are you looking for?
Some kind of empathy
The only one who cared is me
Is me
Go and tell me I'm your soulmate
Am I the only one you don't hate
Don't keep me up at 3 AM please
I've got my boundaries
Am I the only one that still just thinks you're lonely, lonely
I know you're still keeping me on your timeline
And I know we're more than just friends if you've got time
I'm on my own
I'm on my own
I'll let you go but you know, babe
You're not coming back home
You're not coming back home
I finally found myself
I won't let you fuck it up for me
I won't let you fuck it up
I don't wanna live another lie tonight
I guess I fucked too much up now it's cold outside
And I don't even need a ride home
Don't text my phone
I blocked your number cause we're better off alone, babygirl
Defeated by the lies I tell myself
Don't reach out cause you know I care about your health
Regardless of the pain that you know you dealt
That you know you dealt
That you know
And I take that to my grave
I tell myself everyday
Follow up with what you say
I'll let you go but you know, babe
You're not coming back home
You're not coming back home
I finally found myself
I won't let you fuck it up for me
I won't let you fuck it up
Take your time
I don't mind
When you cry
It's alright
It's character development
I think I've had too much of it
Intoxicated
It's late baby
Don't miss your train
You know we're not the same
I told you not to miss your train
You know in the past I was lost
I don't feel the pain but that's part of the cost, yeah
All these bridges I cross
I don't wanna look back and I'm so exhausted
Will you keep me honest
I swear that I'm on it
Do anything to make you feeling your finest
While he's in the back making beats for a contest
I'll give you all you wanted, babe
Your beauty got me haunted, late
So many things I wanna say
You know I'm coming over there today, now
I'm the one who does it on a budget
And we don't need to talk about it, no there's no discussion
Take it how you want it but I know just what you're saying
So let's take it to the back cause I don't wanna keep you waiting, no way