I know and you know, it's not that easy I can run from the past, but it won't leave me Do you like the way I look when I'm feeling? I would say we'd never last, but we're both the same And I don't know what deterred you You're from California, but you're far from normal But I don't want to But you're leaving me behind (I'm giving up) And it's making me cry I know and you know, it's not that easy I can run from the past, but it won't leave me Do you like the way I look when I'm feeling? I would say we'd never last, but we're both the same And I don't know what deterred you You're from California, but you're far from normal But I don't want to But you're leaving me behind (I'm giving up) And it's making me cry When I walk around Stop it now, you know that I wont learn I been trying for a minute But I'll end up in the dirt Don't they love to see me hurt I'm so tired girl, I'm blemished You try to forget it, but I'm worse And she say she wanna talk On the ground you couldn't walk I was right here And I get it, I'm so dumb I was walking with a gun Fall victim to what I fear Get up, stay by me Not poison I'd watch while you leave So broken I'd be what you need For a moment And you'd watch as I bleed But I'm over it I know and you know, it's not that easy I can run from the past, but it won't leave me Do you like the way I look when I'm feeling? I would say we'd never last, but we're both the same And I don't know what deterred you You're from California, but you're far from normal But I don't want to But you're leaving me behind (I'm giving up) And it's making me cry