Blood paints this house thought we could make it out Ripping off my face 20 gauge in the mouth Always speaking all my thoughts out loud If i'm going out now would you still be proud? Chasing feelings that I know were never real Everytime you coming back around I forget how to feel Staring out my window wonder how the fuck I ended here Looking in the mirror your the only one I wanna kill Life been making no sense Yea I been fucked up if you noticed Writing in my room feeling hopeless Yeah lay me under dirt let my bones rest Bones rest I'm always saying too much know I can never hold my tongue Want it bad but I know you're not the one Laying cold bleeding out in your tub Hate myself think I do it for fun In it too deep I been fighting for a second of space Thought that i'd be over this but certain things you can't replace Yea we both know things will never be the same Six feet deep yea just put me in my grave Chasing feelings that I know were never real Everytime you coming back around I forget how to feel Staring out my window wonder how the fuck I ended here Looking in the mirror your the only one I wanna kill Life been making no sense Yea I been fucked up if you noticed Writing in my room feeling hopeless Yeah lay me under dirt let my bones rest Bones rest