I'm gonna drown myself this summer It'll be fun when they find out At least I know if I die, then I won't ever need your help Why do you hate me? I can't tell I'll see you in hell I'll figure it out I'll figure it out I'll figure it out I notice shit about some people that I keep for myself And I'm repetitive, my patterns always repeat themselves But, I still find myself surprised when someone figures me out I'm in the bottom, they don't know it I can't say I need help (your help) Do you hate me? I can't tell I'll see you in hell, yeah (fuck) We'll figure it out We'll figure it out We'll figure it out When I get sad, I get so upset I wish that I could leave shit in the past When I get mad, I get too mad It's really easy to make me depressed I can't believe that I felt like the best I just found out that I'm just like the rest You say you love me, I gave you a test Bitch, you can't love me because I'm a mess Because I'm a mess 'Cause I'm a mess Because I'm a mess Because I'm a mess Because I'm a me-