Got your nail polish in my room
With your hair dye, hair dye
Thinking we should cut ties, cut ties
It took so long to realize, realize
Is this real life that I'm living?
You could say it a hundred times, and I still won't get it
And I've seen your fucking text, it doesn't mean I read it
I've been so fucking upset with how you played me
But I'm not complaining
Is this real life that I'm living?
You could say it a hundred times, and I still won't get it
And I've seen your fucking text, it doesn't mean I read it
I've been so fucking upset with how you played me
But I'm not complaining
I keep fucking up, tell me, did I break your trust?
What am I doing wrong, I don't like this song
Don't listen, I hate it all
And I never fucking win, they wanted me to fall
I get stabbed in the back, put a gun to my head
I ain't over the last, but I'll never go back
And I'm trying so hard, I can't take it
Do not take the wrong way, I can't even say it
Tell me if you're okay, okay
And I think about you always
But there's no way that you will be with me
Got your nail polish in my room
With your hair dye, hair dye
Thinking we should cut ties, cut ties
It took so long to realize, realize
Is this real life that I'm living?
You could say it a hundred times, and I still won't get it
And I've seen your fucking text, it doesn't mean I read it
I've been so fucking upset with how you played me
But I'm not complaining