Why everything gotta be a competition The world is so full and its filled with optimism Sometimes i dont feel like livin I guess im better than i was in the beginning Its okay Fuck it doing this today Fall in love i get away Things are really not the same I know its hard to stay Some things r so pitiful Rip my heart down to my core This love is so magical What r u here for I might have to run it back You give me a heart attack I don't know what i lack Runnin building up my cardio I know itll get better but Idk where i started at Everything around me It all just starts to collapse Now im giving up cause i know that It wont get better in the end And im breakin these walls cause Im better than he could've ever been Why are you even trying if you knew It was better back then I cant even keep going on Cause i cant lose a friend I cant give in I been at my worse I dont really wanna Lose again I cant give them What they really want Cause i dont even have enough