Watching the rain turn to snow as the weather gets cold Know I look better than u when I'm wearing my coat And anxiety attacks like it's 2007 sitting on Santa's lap And I know it won't get better than this so Honey just blow me a kiss It hasn't felt like Christmas in a minute Why doesn't it feel like Christmas at all Sleighbells inducing my trauma Last time I heard them I fell down the stairs Know I won't help with our problems Cause I have some of my own They can't help but stare Watch how the snow falls Isn't it wonderful Santa clause got me chrome hearts So sit back get comfortable Now I cant see the lights And I'm tired of fights Take me back give me all of my time Cause it's not Christmas It's not Christmas It hasn't felt like Christmas in a minute Why doesn't it feel like Christmas at all It hasn't felt like Christmas in a minute Why doesn't it feel like Christmas at all Tell me u hate me then tell me u love me But the next day ur gonna switch All I know How I know How I know It hasn't felt like Christmas in a minute Isn't it wonderful Santa clause got me chrome hearts It hasn't felt like Christmas in a minute Isn't it wonderful Why doesn't it feel like Christmas at all