I know you question how I keep my heart right here on my sleeve
With all that I've been through before and all the shit that I've seen
At times it gets hard to believe that I've been brought to my knees
But I keep my pace and watch my speed
And still chase all that I need
Whether you love or you leave don't make one difference to me
What you do and you've done ain't gon change nothin I need
Whether you love or you leave don't make one difference to me
What you do and you've done ain't gon change nothin I need
Been through more than most
Ups and downs highs and lows rolled that rollercoaster
Way too many times before I probably
Noticed real more than I should
Feelings too familiar I admit it
Learn from the past whether love lasts or not I never get lost in it
Can't lose me can't lose track can't lose sight
I'm fine with the long rout, long as it ain't the wrong rout that's all
Can't lose me can't lose my sight can't lose my focus
I know where I'm headed I know where I'm goin i know you
Question how I keep my heart right here on my sleeve
With all that I've been through before and all the shit that I've seen
At times it gets hard to believe that I've been brought to my knees
But I keep my pace and watch my speed
And still chase all that I need
Whether you love or you leave don't make one difference to me
What you do and you've done ain't gon change nothin I need
Whether you love or you leave don't make one difference to me
What you do and you've done ain't gon change nothin I need
I don't need no pills to OD matter fact you all that I need
I could play with your heart like a harp
Tryna find me but I'm lost in the dark
Never cared I was an addict you just are who you are
But I still need you like I need a fix
You pay my soul till your heart crucifix
Now I'm sitting in my grave tweak lost in this shit
Could you hold me down I'm a lost little kid
Sad little boy with a frown and a fit
My trauma too toxic this shit got you sick
But I won't play by my bitch who I kill
Show you you precious like gold never steel
I pop a top man this shit get Forreal
'Member those talks on the phone at my crib
Now you just fade like the end of a film
Yeah
I had to block all your calls cause you blowing my high
Never deciphin' the truth when u lie
Yes and I crash out the roof when I drive
And I'm guessing you hate me the truth on my side
Could this bitch hold me down and just shoot by side
And I hope you don't gas me I'm boosting my pride
At the end of the story you see that I'm dying
I know you question how I keep my heart right here on my sleeve
With all that I've been through before and all the shit that I've seen
At times it gets hard to believe that I've been brought to my knees
But I keep my pace and watch my speed
And still chase all that I need
Whether you love or you leave don't make one difference to me
What you do and you've done ain't gon change nothin I need
Whether you love or you leave don't make one difference to me
What you do and you've done ain't gon change nothin I need