I wasted my youth in my bedroom alone
Scared to live am I ready to die relieve me of my throne
World is sinking deeper never been so eager to meet my maker
Bitch throw me away
Bitch I'm hollow
Neck deep in a bottle
Yuh
People struggle do anything for a dollar
1992 Chevy impala swinging through the block
Yuh
Got a bag of blues tucked in my socks
Florida boy came out the mud
I am the hurricane
I am the flood
To wash away everything that you might love
Where is the bud put that smoke in my lungs
I'm numb
Needle in my vein take the pain away
Fade away feeling like Kobe at game day
I am the roaches that hide in your walls
I am the boogeyman under the bed
When I creep and crawl with that heater
I am the silhouette of the crypt keeper
Glock hot like it has a fever baby bone bitch
I don't give a fuck about you either
Cancel culture vultures on my dick
Another day another feminist
Telling me I'm a scumbag
Worthless
Cum rag (cum rag)
Fuck boy
Just a disturbance
When will I wake up and feel like I'm enough
I'm soul searching dick deep in a bourbon
Open up the curtains can you see passed the surface
I'm looking around and I can see the world hurting
Yuh
When will I wake up and feel like I'm not mush
I can smell my brain rot through the kush
Took a tab of acid turn into an octopus
Middle finger to the media like 04 george bush
CUM RAG
Face to face with the reaper
I'm wide awake I taste the pain
Blood rushing through my veins
Panic episodes unfold
So many stories untold
You never know who got it out for you
This world is so cold
Your worth is only measured on success
Fame drugs and sex intellect is irrelevant
Getting high off the medicine
The government endorses
Riding on the back of high horses
Going off course of course I'm forced to show my hand
That bleeds just plant the seed inside of me
I know so many kids in need
I hope to be the voice
For those who lack the company
Set me free
Let me be
Who I am
I'm sick of feeling like nobody understands
Undermine my mind now my ego is dead
Separate my soul
From my body and head