I heard it's already summer somewhere else I swear to god I'll be good, I don't need your help Act fine when you're all around, I guess But it hurts when the sun comes out I've been in my room playing Skyrim all night cuz it always calms me down I'm not okay, just bury me I don't wanna try to explain myself I don't wanna think about it It always feels like I was meant to be someone else My skin is too tight - I just don't understand, what the fuck So I take my meds, try to fix my head but it always seems like Like I'm a lost cause baby, I've been too stuck lately Yeah I'm such a lost cause And everything's so fucked up now Try to get my thoughts right I wish I could just be someone else I figure you don't want me by now Considering the way that I am I'm sorry I can't ever seem to find the self control you know I lack Baby I don't feel right, I just wanna get out my head I know you're sick and tired of tryna wait for me to change the way I am It always feels like I was meant to be someone else My skin is too tight - I just don't understand, what the fuck So I take my meds, try to fix my head but it always seems like Like I'm a lost cause baby, I've been too stuck lately It always feels like I was meant to be someone else My skin is too tight - I just don't understand, what the fuck So I take my meds, try to fix my head but it always seems like Like I'm a lost cause baby, I've been too stuck lately