Lately things have gotten worse and I can't seem to handle it
My heart it cries for help while all the vultures come dismantle it
It seems these sunny days and this warmth has turned to cold and rain
Now a days the light at the end of the tunnel is just a train
My girl she hit up she ask me why I'm pushing her away
Thats happens when your brother says he could die any day that it is just what happens when you build a hatred for this life
Everything makes you wish that you had seen light and I ain't talking heaven boy I'm far from getting into that
They don't let people like me in broken to bad to repair
I've been thinking hard what difference does it make if I'm alive
Why the fuck it matter if I live to see my niece at five
Most of y'all will listen to this thinkin that I'm always fine
I just crack a smile for a then I go and hide
Glad to see its working glad you seem to think there's nothing wrong glad to see you think that what I say is just a fucking song
I guess that's okay that keeps you out my business asking shit
How do you cope with it all like shut bitch just pass the shit I don't want your help and I could care less foe your sympathy it you need perspective Hannah Baker ain't got shit on me
If you saw the inside of my mind I bet I'd make you scream if you think it's bad when I'm awake come see the shit I dream
Come and and see the shit I think about outside of 2am you'd be overwhelmed and your friends wouldn't see you again