Sippin' on some poison It's runnin' through my skin It's like a bottle every night, when does this ever end? A thousand knives I need to feel alive Depression always knowin' on how to settle in It's like a struggle every night, when does this ever end? A thousand knives I need to feel alive I'm made in hell dropping bodies down the well Always pictured my self getting up When I would always fail Never accept defeat I get this special feeling when I'm roaming underneath Losin' grip on my demons but still follow me Death is automatic, when I'm all alone i panic That's why I would rather vanish and deal with eternal madness Reaper seems to be coming close Noose around my throat Watch my fucking body float, and tell me who you love the most ♪ Sippin' on some poison It's runnin' through my skin It's like a bottle every night, when does this ever end? A thousand knives I need to feel alive Depression always knowin on how to settle in It's like a struggle every night, when does this ever end? A thousand knives I need to feel alive Many of my days I wish I let it go It's just another armageddon attackin' on my soul It's like a nightmare that I use to know That's been creepin' every night, I'm losin' sleep until I lose control Don't lose control of time 'Cause one day you gonna wanna wake up and wish you can hit rewind But you already knew that You got a few set backs But that should never interfere if you comin back