Looking at my grave, but I said I'd never die I'm not good with goodbyes Love's the biggest lie Love's the biggest lie Looking at my grave, but I said I'd never die I'm not sorry that you cried Haven't felt alive We're always chasing highs Should've known you could have called me You can't tell me you are sorry You're not here and now I'm all alone I can't even call your phone I just wanna hear your voice I just wanna see your face Why'd you make that choice That put us in this fucking place? You're in too deep and I can tell I loved you more than I loved myself I wish I'd seen you needed help I can see that you're in hell You're in too deep and I can tell I loved you more than I loved myself I wish I'd seen you needed help I can see that you're in hell Looking at my grave, but I said I'd never die I'm not good with goodbyes Love's the biggest lie Love's the biggest lie Looking at my grave, but I said I'd never die I'm not sorry that you cried Haven't felt alive We're always chasing highs Three years in, why'd you call it quits? Five pills deep and you said, "Fuck this" I watched you change in front of me You'll always be a part of me Tatted on my body, you're tatted on my wrist You probably thought you would never be missed You had so much more life to live You had so much love to give Looking at my grave, but I said I'd never die I'm not good with goodbyes Love's the biggest lie Love's the biggest lie Looking at my grave, but I said I'd never die I'm not sorry that you cried Haven't felt alive We're always chasing highs